"tattoo" by mother dwarf

 

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Rockface: Sestina           --Sarah Lilius & Erin M. Bertram

 

After the strange fog lifted

I saw his face.

Our love was darkening,

coming to a stand.

Only when it began to rain

did I fully feel his song.

 

Or was it the gentle hum of aftershock, a song-

cycle hauled, lifted, hoisted up a rusty pole, lifted

from the muck & fold of the heart's deepest cellar, your face

poised & ready for the light? And the darkening

setting in like an ulcer, slow & steady. Stand-

ing in the doorway, framed by oak & rain,

 

on the tin roof, pellets of rain

make out God's song.

The austere way he lifted

His face

Made me believe in the darkening,

The exact way to stand.

 

Like a soldier or street-mime, stand-

ard attire & blank-face. Or a sailor, rain,

chanties tucked in the fold of his hat, a simple song.

'O Shenandoah, I long to see you'—Lifting

his rough & tumble hands to his face,

to the rounded breasts of the maidenhead. The darkening

 

of the spirit holds true to the darkening.

Weekends, we'll sip port & take a general stand.

We must take a stand against this awful rain.

Instead, let's sing joyful songs

and remember the way it lifted

us—slapping us in the raw face.

 

Tournez. Double-back. About-face.

What you see is what you get in this darkening

light called Love. The heart stands

for the world's greatest metaphor, rain

slapping against the window by your bed. Who will write a song

for what is not yet lost? Cupping her face, she lifted

 

up the only way a nymph is lifted, her angelic face

darkening—miasma—her form standing

silent in the rain, those first whispered lines of a song.