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I
remember what it felt like to be ashes.
Faint praise lashing at my face like hair.
The breathless burnt smell of December.
There, the kitchen where we kept our kitsch:
commemorative dishes with hairline fissures,
the
velvet painting of Elvis (AKA the Velvis).
Awake all night in my trundle bed.
Waiting
for the pigeon post, homing in.
The
snow riding horseback on the wind
through
tarot cards & unraked yards.
Dust-caked
cars, stepped-on cracks,
glib
one-liners & prairie schooners.
I
eschewed acute angles, chewed my gum.
I
held on tightly to the family gun.
A
family portrait all done in angels,
mothers
clutching their broken backs.
Figurines
shattered like candy-coatings.
The
plates on the wainscoting rattled.
That
strange low cooing in the dovecote.
Radio on, falling out of my pajamas.
The
sky like bad fruit, rotten & soft—
with
the humming sound I wouldn't feel alone.
There, the glow beneath the pieplate UFO.
I wouldn't be dragged back out there.
Waves crashing, slightly out of phase.
I blew the world away like an eyelash.
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