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A
man passes through a closed gate,
a woman swan dives onto concrete because the gate
was
Heaven's. And then what?
we
know
one valence can turn
on
the others
&
devour them, one O at a time
regardless
of
the prophecies spoken
through their gaseous loins
or
flaming
mouths. Precious
metals fly off your tongue
when
you speak,
leaving
me scrambling on the ground, trying to pick
up
what I can. It's not enough that
your
medallions reject collection, my hand forever
an empty grip.
Your
internal chemistry
F
L A
R E S
D
E M O
N
O R A
N G E
against
the celestial grating
or any other overturned figurine
A
scheduled disruption
of molecular particles
dances
on vandal hooves.
A
bird falls. A clock stops. I open my hands
to
receive
(as supplicant)
the
night
in
selflessly-absorbed moment of bliss that pins
down
the
blurring edges creeping into a scream
at the
bottom
edge
turn
more harrowing with each deep breath
of the
blackening
I
attempt spinning away from me into the vortex
of
my ecstatic asphyxiation. During
my
dervish dance, I miss
winter chewing away at the
devilish
darkness which sucks softly at autumn's leftover lunch of leaves.
Grasped
already, the lid to the missing bitterness is black-beaten
and deadened by doorways
leading
down hall of empty mirrors
reflecting
each other
looking
for the self among them.
The
terror
of your
refractions
simmers
its slow burn,
of
a
singe that scalpels my skin,
burning
at
the core of my whirling
ecstasy
where
too much is too little and too little is always enough, I'll look out
onto
a land of untouched snows and sail over ice, certain in my confusion
that
I am not dreaming
of
concrete below
the vertical iron grating
of
time,
like sheet
metal
banging sheet metal
clanging
repeatedly
over
my clamorous plea
for
entry,
drowning
my
entreaty
and breath's frightening imbalance
turning
rose into stone and stone into dust. Mold green color creeps
up
my arms and covers
my face. A word comes through the
trees
and it says to me
listen.
The meaning in the tongues
of leaves whispering wind
hovers above the scent of your remonstrance.
Abrasion's
peal
recedes from the bell's stricken clamor
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